wow....

tonight i had a look through my 2007-2008 planner. not sure why i keep it, but i just had it around and was searching for my eternally lost watch when i came across it and decided to take a look. in some senses, not much has changed. my life is still dominated by academics, bcm, etc., but in other manners it has changed a lot. like, i see all the preparation and work i really did put into last year--things i had forgotten about. and it gives me a little more reassurance that i'm right where i'm supposed to be right now. even more, it reminds me that God is in control--i wasn't sure what life was going to be like a year ago now (does that make any sense? haha...). i guess what i'm trying to say is that a year ago, i wouldn't have thought things would be the way they are now...in some good ways, and in some not-so-good ways. but it reminds me, more than anything, that God is so in charge of all of this, not me. i'm so thankful.