this is what it feels like..

the theme song of the day is "lose control" by audio adrenaline. it's a good song. i forgot just how much i really like it. it's one of my favorite audio adrenaline songs, especially today. i feel like i've lost control today, and all i want is my control back...but deeper than that is the work of the mysterious Father, who loves us until it hurts. i want things to be right again, but tonight i want to rest in the peace of knowing Christ is in control of all things, and that beyond that, there's nothing i can do of my own accord, in heaven or earth.

this is what it feels like, to lose control
this is what it feels like, to be left alone
this is what it feels like, to reach the end
this is what it feels like, to lose a friend

God came down and walked beside me
God came down, He sent friends to guide me
God came down, to remind me
this is what it feels like to be loved

this is what it feels like, to face the truth
this is what it feels like, to know it's through
this is what it feels like, to say goodbye
this is what it feels like, for a man to cry...

this is what it feels like to be loved
~audio adrenaline