let it go...

my friend misti inspired me with her song lyrics.  this morning, as i was finally getting ready and being SO thankful that i was finished with that dumb poem, i stumbled across this song on my shuffle. 

let it go

let it roll right off your shoulders

don't you know

the hardest part is over

let it in,

let your clarity define you

in the end, we will only just remember

how it feels

i want, i so want, for my clarity to define me right now.  some moments seem so clear and so beautiful and so perfect. today, i had one of those moments.  i was sitting outside, talking to one of my best friends on the phone about nothing at all, and i had one of those moments.  a moment of complete clarity. i wish i had them more. i wish they lasted.  mostly, i have moments of confusion, and doubt, and fear.  lots of those moments.  but in "these small hours, these little wonders, these twists and turns of fate," i'd like some things to be clear.