random thoughts at 10:41pm

oops, it's already 10:42pm. i'm too tired to change the time, though. it's all good.

do you ever have one of those days, or weeks, where everything is spinning like crazy inside your head? i feel like that is my life, at this instant. one minute, everything is slow and boring--and the next, things are going a gazillion miles an hour (is this even possible??) stuff like future living arrangements and decisions and buying a new computer and wedding stuff and moving and leaving and packing and where to rent a van and......yeah.

sometimes you just need to slow down. to breathe. to sit in the quiet and be still before God.

i wish it was easier, sometimes. i wish my power would go out, maybe just for thirty minutes. and i wouldn't have a cell phone signal. not because i don't want to be connected to the world, but because sometimes, i think so many distractions get in the way. if God is in the the sheer sound of silence, how will i be able to hear him in my world, unless i stop...reflect...breathe.