oh. my. goodness.

so i keep having these CR-AAZY dreams. and in these dreams, all these guys are professing their undying love for me or whatever (yeah, this should be nice, right) but i don't want to be with any of them at all in my dreams...haha, or in real life. they're nice guys. they're good guys. they're the kind of guys who bring you ice cream when you have a bad day. BUT...they're just not it. i am frustrated right now with this. with being patient. with finding contentment in God when, as each day passes, i try not to buy into the stupid illusions of the world when it comes to relationships. i try not to dream, or daydream. i'm trying to teach myself to have the desires for my life that God does...and so far, it is NOT working out very well.